Too few or too many

This is somehow difficult to say. I don't think I can keep doing this.

What upsets me the most is that I've let myself down, I really enjoy having them to read back through, but for some reason blogging and Oxford aren't working very well.

I have a few theories.

1. Its too same old same old here. While things do happen, in fact things happen constantly, they are always pretty much the same things. Going to hockey, going to class, reading, reading, going to work, going out to the pub with friends... it happens that nothing changes as all of this turns forward. And who wants to hear the same reports? Nobody, nor do I wish to type them. Even though life seems so full and insane, its boring at the same time.

2. Audience. I have to cater content, and hate the feeling of being censored.

3. Lack of content. Nothing is happening. (related to #1)

4. Too busy. I am just too busy to sit down and type on a regular or semi-regular basis. This is perhaps the most likely scenario.

5. Too much to say. Somehow opposing #1 and related to #2, there is so much going on in my head that I can't filter it out in an acceptable fashion, and most of it isn't appropriate anyways. This one came to me on the bus home last night, and I think I like it.

And now? Now I have to go to my room and think about what I've done. I'm sorry.