I know I've been off for ages, I promise everything is fine, I'm just swamped.

Exams are in five days and I'm woefully behind (what's new)

Attempting to organize my dissertation

Still attempting to see the man every day, because if I don't things start to feel funny

Keeping track of the silly little things I'm meant to keep track of, like toothpaste, and failing.

I have a job interview next week after exams, and heading home for a visit in just about three weeks. I could report things but I think life has been pretty quiet this month, what with exams, the end of the hockey season, and steady relationships evening out the usual madness.

I had to leave the library earlier than I wanted, realizing that I didn't have the things I needed/wanted there... but now that I'm home and its five and I'm thinking that in the three hours between now and when I'm expecting a visit, I don't really want to go back... even though I'm behind, I can just read over some things here and have a cup of tea and generally unwind, especially because I'm going to head back in at 9 or so for the night shift. But there is that little voice inside my head that is getting louder and louder, and lord I am panicked when I listen.